Urfi Javed (Uorfi), who is known for her quirky sense of style and outrageous looks created by wire, safety pins, glass, and many other things, hasn’t always been the happy and chirpy girl. Once Urfi took to her Instagram handle and shared a series of bold pictures along with a long note giving a ‘pep talk’ to her fans. She started the ‘pep talk’ by talking about the rough phase of her life. She began the note and revealed about having suicidal tendencies. “You know how many times I’ve failed? I can’t even count now! A few times in my life I’ve felt like the only way to get out of this mess is to end my life,” she wrote. Urfi continued and revealed the reason why she had suicidal thoughts. She shared that it was because of the lows in her career, relationships and financial problems. She wrote, “My life was seriously f****d up . Failed career, failed relationships, no money made me feel like a loser who doesn’t deserve to live.” Urfi added saying what keeps her going, “I still don’t have a lot of money , successful career and I’m still single but I have hope. The only reason I’m alive today ( trust me there have been so many incidents in my life which nearly killed me ) is because I never stopped . I kept walking and I’m still walking.”
